from day one when i met him, i thought we would always be in each others life’s i couldn’t imagine not having him in my life. i met you when i was in kindergarten we used to do everything together you were my first kiss, my first love my first everything. after the twisted ending and not talking for four years i decide to take it in my own hands and try to reach out to you once again because this time the heartbreak could not be worse than you trying your hardest to get away from me. this time i used someone else and they reached out to you for me, they told you i could not get over how we ended and you knew who it was you said of course i know who it is, its you, hayley. my heart crashed down into my stomach like a wave and i felt speechless and breathless, how could i respond to that. and then you reached out to me you asked me how i saw the whole thing threw my eyes and then after a while you no longer responded and once again you were done with me. it will never be the same. you will always be that one thing i will never have again, you were once in my life and now your gone, so gone, again. and agin it will never be the same. will it? now im sitting here with tears streaming down my face my throat has that feeling in it when you don’t want to cry but your crying so hard that it’s killing you. 

-R